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Has your submission evolved over time? If so, how has it evolved for you and if not (or if you are just starting out) how might you see or imagine it evolving in the future?
Well, how much time do you have? Certainly not enough for me to tell my whole evolution story! I’ve been at this for some time and I am far from where I was when I first started. Evolution is only natural and I’ve progressed quite a ways from the snotty, bratty, ignorant, self-serving fool I was when I started. That’s right. I was a horrible person.
Somehow KnyghtMare saw more in me than I did and wanted to take on the challenge. Perhaps he likes challenges or it was love that drove him to mold me and shape me and work out the negative and replace it with positive. Without his work, I don’t think this website would exist. He’s been a miraculous change in me.
Knowing how I’ve changed has humbled me and kept me realistically understanding what a lot of you are going through. While I do still hold my ground and refuse to give advice on secret relationships and outright cheating I can and do try to help all of you no matter what the situation is that you present to me.
My evolution has helped me realize that I am worthwhile, valuable and that my opinion matters. I’m more attentive (but still working to be better), patient and caring. KnyghtMare has taught me manners and acceptable behavior. He has cooled my head and lit a fire in my heart. He makes me his perfect slave and I revel in it.
I realize that I have a good life. I know that KnyghtMare and my relationship, along with froggyKM is unique and healthy. We know how to communicate very well. We don’t have secrets, we rarely fight, we can fix problems as adults and don’t have to deal with a lot of the challenges that many of you do. Perhaps that limits me in helping out those that are really struggling with life, let alone submission. I do try and I have been there. KnyghtMare is my love, but I had a life before he entered it and came from a different world really.
Ultimately, I think I would be disappointed if I hadn’t evolved or seen myself continuing to evolve. I’m happy and fulfilled and can see so much wonder in the world. So much to see and explore and so much growing and living to do yet. The change isn’t over yet. I’m still evolving.
You can participate in the 30 Days of Submission too! Check out this post and make sure you leave your responses in the Subguide Club under the correct day!