my first play party was years ago now. Before i was owned. i went with a friend to the CSPC in Seattle. It was an amazing time. my heart was racing the entire evening. Dominants found great pleasure in ordering me about and seeing if i would follow direction. i was fortunate that evening not to have been asked to do something that i would have to have denied. It was simple service of drink or food and that delighted me to be able to provide that simple service. It also allowed me a bit of distraction from some of the sessioning that was a bit overwhelming for the first time at the Center, and public sessions and sex. There was so much going on and more than i could have imagined. i was very naive and many things were quite shocking to me, also a bit thrilling.
i have been a member for years now and have attended on a regular basis and have been a volunteer for all these years. i still am shocked at times. When i attend now i am comfortable as my Owner allows me to attend with Him.
i hope everyone is lucky to have a good friend take them and guide them through their first experience that is the next best thing to having an Owner take one.
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tesaGLM 2:18 AM on January 24, 2010 | #
my first play party was years ago now. Before i was owned. i went with a friend to the CSPC in Seattle. It was an amazing time. my heart was racing the entire evening. Dominants found great pleasure in ordering me about and seeing if i would follow direction. i was fortunate that evening not to have been asked to do something that i would have to have denied. It was simple service of drink or food and that delighted me to be able to provide that simple service. It also allowed me a bit of distraction from some of the sessioning that was a bit overwhelming for the first time at the Center, and public sessions and sex. There was so much going on and more than i could have imagined. i was very naive and many things were quite shocking to me, also a bit thrilling.
i have been a member for years now and have attended on a regular basis and have been a volunteer for all these years. i still am shocked at times. When i attend now i am comfortable as my Owner allows me to attend with Him.
i hope everyone is lucky to have a good friend take them and guide them through their first experience that is the next best thing to having an Owner take one.