When I became a stay-at-home submissive two years ago, I had visions of an ideal June Cleaver life. But as the days moved on into weeks, I realized that her life was on TV and she probably never had to really clean or organize or cook. And even though my first dreams of being a submissive was to be a submissive without an outside job, I wasn't prepared for the reality of it. I hated cleaning, organizing, cooking and all things domestic.

I've written about this struggle before.

Everyday is still a struggle. Not in the actual cleaning, organizing and cooking but in the motivation. I'm getting better, and then getting worse. It's the whole two steps forward, one step back game. I'm sure that if I looked back at myself a year ago, or two years ago I would definitely see an improvement in what I do now.

Later this month I'll be talking about my 2 year struggle in a video post so I won't bore you with a repeat performance here. What I wanted to express was that with an honest desire, any progress is possible.

One of my favorite websites dealing with Domestic Service is danae's Domestic Servitude blog. I've shared my thoughts on it here a long while ago, but it bears repeating. If you aren't following her blog, I recommend you do. There are some excellent things going on!